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		<title>The eMagazine issue &#124; The Web is Never Finished &#124; Reading Anxiety</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 20 Jan 2010 11:30:55 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have been thinking quite a bit about eMagazines recently. I don&#8217;t own a Kindle, but have played around with one, and I&#8217;m not quite ready to go there yet. But having seen some mock-ups of e-readers that we might be using in the future, I&#8217;m excited. Not about books, mind, but about magazines. I&#8217;m [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have been thinking quite a bit about eMagazines recently. I don&#8217;t own a Kindle, but have played around with one, and I&#8217;m not quite ready to go there yet. But having seen some mock-ups of e-readers that we might be using in the future, I&#8217;m excited. Not about books, mind, but about magazines.</p>
<p>I&#8217;m a huge fan of magazines. I think they highlight one of the key problems with the web. As a friend put it recently, &#8216;the web is never finished.&#8217; If I&#8217;m looking at BBC Sport, for example, I can read a bunch of stuff&#8230; but then as soon as I navigate away, a certain reading anxiety forms: what if I&#8217;ve just missed a new story? What if something has just been added. So I go back. And keep having to go back. And it is never finished, and I never have the satisfaction of getting to the end.</p>
<p>With a magazine, there is this lovely sense of closure. An issue is produced as a finite entity. I can read it, re-read certain bits, flick through, think a while, and flick back. But all without the anxiety that something else is going to be added that month. I can relax with it, and let it breathe.</p>
<p>But magazines are expensive to produce, and most rely on loads of advertising (<em><a href="http://www.believermag.com/">The Believer</a></em>, one of the best things in my life, is an exception). This, I think, is all going to change with the advent of a good eMagazine reader. Full colour, fast, I think it&#8217;s going to precipitate a resurgence in fanzines and on-the-boundary issues-based publication. It&#8217;ll mean people can relax more, and read more of higher quality, without worrying about constant new flows of content. The &#8216;mag+&#8217; conceptual piece is thus so exciting:</p>
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<p>Just can&#8217;t wait, not because I think it&#8217;s a great-looking idea, but because I think it&#8217;ll represent a significant move in the way we interact with digital content, which in these uncontrollable, information-hosed times, is desperately needed.</p>
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		<title>The Art of Being on Holiday &#124; Spent &#124; Mentally Munching Nothingness</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 20 Jul 2009 09:09:18 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>KB</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[&#8220;I would love to live like a river flows, carried by the surprise of it&#8217;s own unfolding.&#8220; These words of the late John O&#8217;Donohue have been on my mind recently, perhaps because of an awareness of my distance from this life-place he describes. If my life were a water-course, it sometimes feels like a concrete [...]]]></description>
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<blockquote><p>&#8220;<em>I would love to live like a river flows,<br />
carried by the surprise of it&#8217;s own unfolding.</em>&#8220;</p></blockquote>
<p>These words of the late John O&#8217;Donohue have been on my mind recently, perhaps because of an awareness of my distance from this life-place he describes. If my life were a water-course, it sometimes feels like a concrete channel, hard, directed, functional.</p>
<p>Work has always created pressure on us as people, but the tools we have recently developed &#8211; ostensibly to make our lives easier, like all tools are meant to do &#8211; have created untold tensions within people. Always-on email, instant responses and decisions required, the need for each moment to turn a profit. When we feel a sense of control over it, this can make work rewarding and exciting; when we lack that control it creates anxiety.</p>
<p>A recent article in The Observer entitled &#8216;<a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/lifeandstyle/2009/jul/12/chronic-fatigue-stress-modern-life">Welcome to the Age of Exhaustion</a>&#8216; William Leith described his own battles with crunching fatigue and illness that was no more than a symptom of modern living.</p>
<p>What we need of course &#8211; and what I am taking for the next 10 days or so &#8211; is a holiday. A &#8216;holy day&#8217;. An extended Sabbath. A time in the tradition of Jubilee when we are liberated from our labour. In modern terms: <em>a time to down tools</em>.</p>
<p>We may mock Orthodox Jews for their often comic attempts to get round the Sabbath obligation to do no work, and with the recent case of a Jewish couple suing their landlord because he installed energy-saving automatic lighting in their building &#8211; which meant they &#8216;worked&#8217; by moving and turning the lights on, it&#8217;s sometimes not hard to see why. But, as is so often the case, beneath the comic veneer is a sound principle that we are foolish to have abandoned: we need regular times away from our tools.</p>
<p>Too often, because of the business of our lives (or the shocking lack of annual leave afforded US citizens) we try to pack so much into our holidays. We spend fortunes visiting far off places and trying to consume new experiences, all the while clicking away on cameras and nipping into internet cafés to catch up. We drive and fly back jetlagged and exhausted&#8230; only to have to return to 50 weeks work.</p>
<p>In his article Leith quotes a New York doctor, Frank Lipman, who has identified this condition of being at the end of our tether with a succinct diagnosis. These people, he says, are &#8216;spent.&#8217; He is spot on. In a world of ubiquitous consumer ideologies, what better way to describe those who cannot compete any more? They are spent people, with no more in the bank.</p>
<p>As we come to the summer, I want to encourage you to think about the holiday you may be taking. I believe part of the art of being on holiday has to be a deliberate attempt to down tools, to step away from our technologies and simply be present. Having been &#8216;created from the earth&#8217; an essential part of our re-creation should be to reconnect with that founding substance of the earth.</p>
<p>The explorer and prolific walker Sebastian Snow once described what happened on a long walk:</p>
<blockquote><p><em>&#8220;By some transcendental process, I seemed to take on the characteristics of a Shire [horse], my head lowered, resolute, I just plunked one foot in front of t’other, mentally munching nothingness.&#8221;</em></p></blockquote>
<p>This is recreation in process: mentally munching nothingness. The art of the holiday, the art of downing tools and entering a period of Sabbath, is no more than a decision to strip away the wires that tie us, to walk, and sit, with no pressure to spend.</p>
<p>Enjoy your time away, whether that&#8217;s a holiday in your own living room, or to some farther shore. I hope it feels like the river when it flows, joyful, surprising and unfolding.</p>
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